Bachelor Star Nation Vanessa Grimaldi He suffered a second abuse less than a year after announcing his first loss of pregnancy.
Grimaldi, 37, took to Instagram With a slide presentation entitled “When the Heart breaks again: Abortion No. 2”, on Monday, June 9.
“This is my second involuntary abortion. Say that aloud still feels surreal,” he began. “Particularly finding out during my ultrasound. Again. Add another layer to the penalty, one that is heavier, more complicated and more difficult to put in words.”
The former star of reality, who was briefly dedicated Nick viall after Season 21 The bacheloradded that he found a “sense of peace” in her and her husband Joshua Wolfes Winston, 2, WinstonThe room.
“Sitting on the tranquility here, surrounded by reminders of its laughter, love and life. It is comforting in a way that I cannot explain,” he continued. “I am so incredibly grateful to him. My little and cheerful child. And at the same time, my heart hurts for the baby I never found. I continue to think of Winston as a newborn. All the first, the bedrooms, the little milestones. And I imagined to live again through these moments.”
Grimaldi added, “But instead, I have the silence of what might have been. Again.”
Grimaldi said that his “mind is foggy and full at once” and said that he remains busy as much as possible to keep his mind out of loss.
“The grief is strange. It is hit, even in the midst of the gratitude,” he wrote before giving a cry to Josh, 40, to buy -an ice cream cappuccino, which he had not had since he learned he was pregnant. She said that her husband’s little act of goodness helped her feel “as the first step back. A small moment of comfort in a sea of pain.”

Joshua Wolfe, Vanessa Grimaldi and Son Winston
Courtesy Vanessa Grimaldi/InstagramGrimaldi finished his message with a reminder to colleagues who can be “browsing this kind of heart”.
“I send you so much love and comfort. And maybe the next time you take an ice cream cappuccino, you will be reminded that you are not alone in this. I see you, I am hurt with you. You are not alone,” he concluded.
In his subtitle, Grimaldi also added a “gentle reminder” that “involuntary abortion is more common than people realize”.
“About 1 in 4 known pregnancies end up in an involuntary abortion, and many more pass before a pregnancy is confirmed,” he wrote. “It does not facilitate pain, but knowing that this pain is shared by so many can be a quiet type of comfort. It is part of a greater community of women who have deeply loved, they have lost painfully and find ways to heal.”
Grimaldi’s announcement about his second involuntary abortion came nine months later revealed his first loss of pregnancy. In September 2024, she published a slide presentation, including fan screen catches asking -if she and Josh were planning to have the baby no. 2. Grimaldi shared that he had discovered that he was pregnant a few months earlier, but also experienced involuntary abortion.
“It was a few months to allow my body to let go … ultrasounds, blood testing, doctor’s appointments and many conversations with family members, friends and sometimes unknown,” he wrote in part. “It was a tough process but a union that made me feel less alone and finally helped me to heal -me.”
She added, “If you are reading this and you need someone to listen to your story, I’m here for you. You’re not alone. It’s more common than you think, and I promise, over time, you will regain your hope again.”