My biggest fear? Single

No one wants to be alone, and no work is more lonely than a pop star.

Just ask Lady Gaga.

His rise in the fame 2009-10 is unlike anything we can see before. One of the first pop stars to use the power over the Internet, as he has a permanent attack on TMZ pictures and gossip blogs.

Their appetite is being delicious. He wears a lot of appearance and sounds for three years a critic written that he “Speed-Running-running is Madonna’s entire career.

And while his fame flowed, the headlines became more silent. She made a ritual of Satan in a London hotel … he was secretly a hermaphrodite … he planned to see his own foot “for the trend”.

When he attended the 2010 MTV awards in a garment made with perfect meat, no one seems to have taken joke: Gaga presents himself as a fodder for tabloids, having consumed.

On stage, he is something worshiped for his fans, the small monsters. But anyone who is not a megalomaniac knows that kind of adulation is a distant illusion.

“I am alone, Brandon. Every night,” Gaga told his stylist in 2017 documentary, five feet two.

“I left everyone who touched me all day and talked to me all day.”

Now 38, and joyfully joined Tech Entrepreneur Michael Polansky, Gaga admits that those years who are alone are afraid of him.

“I think my biggest fear is to do it myself – doing life myself,” he told the BBC.

“And I think that the greatest gift meets with my partner, Michael, and is with the MAYS with him.”

The couple went with since 2020, and revealed their interview with the Venice Film Festival in September – where Gaga fitted his million dollar public encounters for the first time.

Personally, it’s shocking, with a large, oval-cut diamond set to an 18-carat white and pink gold diamond pavé band.

But with his other hand, Gaga sports a little, more intangible ring, with some blades of grass that is placed in resin. It turns out to be IT is actually special.

“Michael suggests me the blades of grass,” he revealed.

“For a long time, we’re in the back yard, and he asked me, ‘If I suggest you, like, how can I do it?’

“And I just said, ‘Just get a blade of grass from the back yard and wrap it on my finger and make me happy’.”

It was a deep romantic action that came with sadness. Gaga yard in Malibu has previously played his best friend’s wedding host, Sonja Durham, shortly before he died for cancer in 2017.

“There is a lot of losses, but this happy thing happened to me,” he remembered Polansky’s suggestion.

“To take part in 38 … I wonder what took to reap this moment.”

Those feelings finally inform a song in his new album, confusion.

Called (natural) blade of grass, it finds the star singing about a “Loves with lovers of garden made of thorns“, and the promise of love during darkness.

He called it a “thank you” to his partner. And fans may have a reason to thank him.

Maymy marks the whole throttle by Gaga, after a time when he was pleased with his film career, and spin-off alblumes jazzed in jazzed.

Talked to Vogue last year, Singer revealed his marriage looking for him in the direction.

“She said, ‘babe. I love you. You need to make pop music’,” He said.

“In the tour of Kromatica, I saw a fire to him,” Polansky added. “I want to help her keep alive all the time and just start making music that makes her happy.”

With this approach, the album goes behind the sucker-punch sound of the first gaga hits like the face of poker, just a born and born this way.

In most recent single, subracadabra, he returned “Rome-Ma-Ma“Gibberish in bad romance – even if this time has a discussion of death, as he is singing,”Morta -O-Gaga“.

In the art of album, his face appears in a broken mirror. In videos, he squares from the first versions of himself.

There is an overview that the artist Stefani Germanotta is considered by the stage person he makes.

It all comes to a head on a track called the perfect offer where he sings, “Made me famous creature“- A lyrics that is, like meat clothes before it, pointing out his identity.

“Perhaps is probably the most angry song about the fame I wrote,” he said.

“I did this persona to the public I really did all the way – and holds the dilapse of that, knowing where I started a challenge to Lady Gaga.

“It’s kind of I’m down.”

How can he restore public and private parts of his life?

“I think exactly what I know is that it is healthier not Have a division line and participate in two things to a whole person, “he said.

“The good thing is for me to own that I am a female artist and that living in an art of life is my choice.

“I’m a songwriting lover. I’m a lover to make music, in rehearing, choreography, production stage, costume, displaying a show.

“That’s what it means to be Lady Gaga. It’s the artist behind it all.”

In previous interviews, musician tells how he was blinded from Lady Gaga. For a time, he believed that the attitude was responsible for all his success, and he did nothing.

The Mayrem marks the moment where he recalled his music, not only from “Lady Gaga” but from other producers and writes in his orbit.

“When I was young, people tried to credit for my sound, or my image (but) all my talk, all of my imagination was what pop music could do, from me.

“So I really want to turn my early motivations and my career and own it as my invention, once and for all.”

From the beginning, Gaga is clearly excited in this new episode.

Last summer, after making the Olympic opening ceremony, he brought to the streets of Paris and playing the first demos in his new music of fans gathered outside his hotel.

It’s a spur during the decision, however it marked another effort to restore spontaneity in his early career.

“It’s something I’ve done in almost 20 years, where I play my fans with my music before it went out,” he said.

“I used to be, after my shows, inviting the fans backstage, and we’ll hang out and I’ll play with demons and see what they think of music.

“I’m sure you’ll think that after 20 years, you don’t expect people to show up to hear your music and I want to share with them, because I am eager to share.”

As an interviewer, it’s a perfect circle moment for me, too. Last interviewing lady gaga in 2009as dance dance hit the UK number in the UK.

Back then, she was giddy with excitement, chatting enthusiastically about her love of john lennon, calling herself a “heroin addict” for english tea, and promising to email me an mp3 of blueberry kisses – an unreleased song that is, about perfecting a sex act while your breath smells of blueberry Flavoured coffee.

Over the years, I see that his interviews have been more guarded. He wears upsome costumes or jet-black sunglasses, which deliberately puts a barrier between him and the reporter.

But the gaga I met in New York was the same as I said in 16 years ago: comfort himself, and full of enthusiasm.

He puts that easy to “grow and live a whole life”.

“That’s there for my friends, I’m there for my family, meeting my wonderful marriage – all these things make me a whole person, instead of the most important thing that my stage person.”

With a wind at the end, he added: “I like Mayhem with end. I want chaos.

“I went off the icon. It ended in love.”